I’m not who I used to be. I keep seeking for something exciting and different. I’m disgusted with myself, my looks, my thoughts, everything. It seems like change is going to happen soon, but I’m terrified. I’m so used to the same thing everyday, but I want change and at the same time I have no idea what to do. I’m so torn between everything in my life ad I realized that the flame is dying out and it’s all my fault. I just don’t want people to get hurt if it does eventually dies. If it comes back bright, I wouldn’t mind, it’s just people have to light it for it to come back and if they don’t, I might just let it keep dying… I’m so lost and confused lately. I just don’t know anymore…

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